Syukur Atas Rahmat Tuhan

I remember during my confinement, mak told me that she was actually worried when she knew that i was carrying twins..she was worried of the risk of kembar siam and any complication twin pregnancy can cause.. She prayed day and nite for me and my babies' safety.. alhamdulillah, berkat doa mak, the babies are just fine, except that nijad has that kidney problem (which is rectified)..

While that thought has never occurred to me.. cause if it did, i would have double my prayer... being in the Paed Ward (govt hospital) a few days, brought me back to the conversation i had with mak.. seeing kids with various kind of illness, which some were perfectly healthy on birth, make me realise that Allah berkuasa memberi dan menarik semula nikmatNya.. our kids might look just fine now, but we will never know what might happen in the future.. we should always double or triple our pray to Allah to spare an eye to our family ..

In the hospital, every middle of the nite, there'll be new cases coming in to the room.. and it is just so happened that me & nijad were awake to witness the chaos (the fact that nijad tak tido malam)

• 10/11/09 (5 am) - chinese baby - critically ill, mommy was crying, baby has difficulty to breath, Dr nag mommy for not bringing the baby earlier, ICU was full, few Drs ran up to the ward to help the baby breath on machine.. was transferred to ICU at 9 am
• 11/11/09 (4 am) - malay girl, asthma (not a serious case)
  
• 12/11/09 (1.30 am) - nigerian boy (abt 2-3 yrs) - serious case, treated as asthma patient, while waiting to be transferred to ICU, fr what i've overheard, the illness has something to do with his blood.. something like the blood of the father and mother, when combined resulting to bla bla.. dunno.. underwent few blood inspections before... dont know what time sent to ICU

few other patients whom i get to know

• rafique (1 yr plus) - kidney problem (like what nijad has) but detected late, one side of the kidney was infected and is scared that it will affect the other one.. scheduled for operation to remove one kidney.. Alhamdulillah with the technology, we detected nijad's kidney prob way earlier (during pregnancy)..
• indian girl (9 yrs old) - both kidney not in a good condition.. having dialysis treatment 4 times a month.. scheduled for kidney transplant - donor: father.
  
• indian boy (abt 6 yrs old) - having dialysis treatment (dont know frequency).. scheduled for kidney transplant - donor: mother
• Gilbert (abt 3 yrs old) - heart problem.. mmm apa beza jantung dgn hati eh? dua2 pun heart.. ni problem hati.. he looks pale, white eye becomes yellowish, and easily get fever...
• Manja (4 months old) - heart problem (jantung) weighing 3++ kg only.. waiting for operation once her weight reach 10 kg.. but her weight reduces day by day... now she is lighter than when she was born..
  
• name not known (10 months) - behaving like baby.. cannot lift her head.. always asleep.. size like a baby of 4 months.. (diagnosed not to have any heart problem).. problem unknown
• A lot of cases - bronchitis, asthma, radang paru2, lung infection and other similar cases..

Ya Allah, aku bersyukur dikurniakan keluarga yang sihat walafiat.. Kau lindungilah kami dari sebarang mala petaka dan selamatkanlan kami dunia dan akhirat..

p/s: i dont think i'll get this experience in private hospital.. cause obviously i wont have the chance to get to know other patient...